thank u so much for that the ex may not be giving his kids to him I’m not sure but it has hurt him when we were talking with all that with not answering or excuses I will say I hope things work out for him and if it is that way hopefully he gets his kids soon mum has colitis so she needs some of her bowel taken that’s causing the bleeding etc I’m hoping she recovers well from that and I know she would want to go home it will be two weeks on Friday being in hospital

thank u for that I appreciate ur words and am thankful to always be able to turn to u my mum as we speak is sitting up for the first time and is a lot better today which has made my day I’m so so happy about this it’s day 7 and she is making progress it’s a huge relief for me and now I can be happy in that respect and with Jonny that’s ok I’m getting used to it now and don’t stress over it because he is happy well some wat and I will not reach out positive any more until atleast I hear something from him and I won’t be rushing and jumping to it like I always have I’ll leave it for a day when ur does and let him sit on having his thoughts

thank u for that insight I won’t be messaging anymore I hope he sees that one day he knows I’m only being me and not wanting him to feel like that but I know it’s him and his thoughts and I understand my mum is Improving but the doctors have to get this infection under control and gone so hoping for another positive message about her at some stage today and u sound a little unwell urself so I hope u get better soon to

thank u thank u thank u that mum will be ok oh wow wat a relief I will have a good day now just hearing that I love my mum so so much my dad was never around so mum gets Mother’s Day and Father’s Day cards from me and thank u for the positive with Jonny I changed my profile picture on Facebook as I feel better getting on there now which has taken a while and saw he liked it to thought that was positive also love u 🥰

thank u for ur kind words mum had her potassium go high it was 7 at 6.5 it’s deadly the hospital are surprised it didn’t tae her we still don’t know when she will be operated on she has an infection in her kidneys and bladder I’m hoping she is doing well today well even a tiny bit better I won’t know until some stage today I’m glad Jonny is going good to

thank u for ur response I am about to go into work the only thing I’m feeling at the moment is abby bub and her partner are moving back to her dads today so I need to try and not feel empty there that’s all that’s wrong with me today and abby is my daughter I’m just hoping two days and I’ll be ok I’m not used to being home alone now and have to regain my confidence with that

well that’s positive and he always has issues with the ex when It comes to the kids with messing him around on days he’s ment to have them then she doesn’t allowed them to go he used to tell me that all the time or he wouldn’t hear from her at all and as for me I just would like to go back to how we were I’ve always told him he can go do wat ever he does I don’t interfere in that we all deserve freedom but in saying all of that I’ll just wait and see I had a great day and felt myself for once which was so good on my behalf i feel like I’m worth something now and actually love myself for once which I think me saying every day to myself u have got this u are worth it that’s helped me out so so much I’m thinking when I have a week off I will go away just me and be in a different environment to just chill and explore places to

thank u for ur words I see how I’ve came back across and I’ll be leaving it all alone now and keep moving forward and not having myself go backwards with this reading I will let him do his own thing now and stay focused on me yes I shouldn’t have sent that second one but I need to know if he’s given up but I shouldn’t have said it